loud and clear

I wonder if this is what they mean when they talk about being in line with your higher self…

I guess it’s one of those things you don’t realize is happening until it’s passed,
like a lightning, or a silent heart attack.

for the last few months I’ve been particularly productive and fabulously creative,
(the pickings, the braincrumbs newsletter and a big secret goal are testament to that)

and while I can certainly look back and highlight a few trigger points,
I know which was the first domino piece to have fallen…

clarity.

like a dog that doesn’t stop to think what will happen if he catches the car,
I used to run and bark furiously without question, only because I knew I had to,
I enjoy being part of the pack, you see (pun fully intended)

and even though I deep down knew that keeping myself busy with shallow work was just a guise for avoiding a few critically important, but uncomfortable actions,
I kept doing it.

again and again and again…

I had reached a point in which I felt as if I was constantly lagging behind myself,
thoughts going in one direction, steps in another.

incapable of making a sure move…

yet here I am today, having swam to the other shore, flush with inspiration and the energy to create.

how fertile this time has been for me.

above all else, I wish you clarity.

I’ll see you tomorrow.

today is day 228 of the year, there are 139 days remaining of 2022.